spacetogrow / Ilphyl Palace Run

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Content Warning

Parts of Ilphyl’s past deal with religiously motivated child abuse, sexism (albeit fantasy sexism as it is against male drow), transphobia and fantasy racism. If you want to engage with Ilphyl’s Palace, but not this content, let me know and I can make sure you stay on an alternate route. I’ll also put warnings on particular rooms if it seems likely to come up, and use the subject lines of threads to add in warnings if it comes up unexpectedly.

Goal
Find and return Ilphyl's consciousness to prominence. You know it will take the form of a small bat, but aren't sure how you know this.

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- Posted by

spacetogrow

[they looks a bit disoriented but is waking up and starting to be alert]

Do you want to take them?

- Posted by

beexceptional

...

I think so. I'm supposed to find them and help them take control.

[She holds out her hand.]

They'll be safe. I won't let anyone hurt them.

- Posted by

spacetogrow

[the bat hopes over to her hands]

[it looks, sounds, feels and smells like a Perfectly Normal Bat, but there is the sense that Ilphyl is standing right next to her]

Okay, but you also need to let them fly. Because they need to be out with you as well as able to come back here.

[once their hands are free, the child points at the openings in the ceiling]

- Posted by

beexceptional

[Will cradle the bat close, being careful to not squish or anything.]

[Oh no, tiny bat, being trusted to keep teammate safe, OH NO OH NO OH NO]

[She can do this, she's fine, this is fine!]

[She looks up.]

So I need to let them fly out there on their own, or get them out there and then let them fly?

- Posted by

spacetogrow

They can make it on their own if you carry them to the center of the room and let them go.

[the bat cheeps; you can do this Chloe]

- Posted by

beexceptional

....oh. I...

I think I get it.

[Sometimes you can only push somewhere to where they need to be, and then you have to let them figure it out.]

[Like she did getting Adrien into school.]

[Her heart aches because she also remembers how that turned out.]

[For a moment, her grip gets a little tighter.]

[But....]

[He was also happier.]

[And that might have been worth it.]

[She lets out a breath, her grip loosening as she stands up.]

Let's go, Ilphyl. [And she turns to walk to the middle of the room.]

- Posted by

spacetogrow

[the bat is continuing to chirp at you as they wake up]

[we can do this!]

- Posted by

beexceptional

[There is a part of her that wants to hold on tight. She likes Nymph. She likes Ilphyl. She likes feeling like she belongs with people for once.]

[The thought of letting go is frightening because the last time she did, she lost someone important. And even if he seemed willing to talk here-]

[She lost him again.]

[But he was happier.]

[He was happier then he had been, and part of it was being free. Free from the home that trapped him, being able to decide.]

....please come back. [Its a soft whisper to the bat.] I....I know I'm not the best person. I know I'm mean and cruel.

But Nymph is the first place where I don't feel lonely.

So please come back.

[Then she raises her hands up and opens them for the bat.]

- Posted by

spacetogrow

[there is a limit to what a bat can do to show affection, but you do get a lick before the bat takes off, and circles a few times as if trying to be reassuring before exiting.]

[Congrats, you have completed the run! Feel free to go back to explore if you like.]

- Posted by

beexceptional

[Oh no.]

[Even getting licked by an animal can't counter the feelings.]

[She]

[She is gonna go back, she thinks.]

[Just]

[She is having a lot of feelings and she wants to be sure things are fine.]

[~~Also I wanna touch.~~]